Had huge row with DP on SUnday night about him not being sensitive to me when I am going through all this - he thinks I want him to get onwith life like normal - I do but not the the extent that he goes down the pub saturday night and then out to play golf all day on sunday - anyway all sorted now but we had our first ever proper row and I screamed at him that I don;t feel like he loves me and wants to be committed if he behaves like this - and guess what he screamed back saying that I was stupid he would not have gone through what he has with me since we met if he did not love me and then he said that if he could make DD his so we were a normal family he would and he would drag me off to the ring shop and buy me a huge ring at the blink of an eye and then off to the churh - he said in fact I would have married you the minute I met you - I would love to get married - I always have wanted to!!
And I said nothing diddly squat - can you believe it - I told him when we first met that I would never get married again but I would love to!!
Thing is I don;t want to ask him - I want him to do it and be all romantic!!
GGGRRRR - why do I have such a huge propensity to fuck things like this up - how do I tell him I would marry him without me doing the asking - thought maybe during childbirth - telling him that after going through this he better ask me to marry him - what do you guys reckon??