Okay I put my baby's moses basket set, stand plus blanket on ebay for 99p. I just wanted space. Time to buy little one a proper bed. Someone grabbed it quick and I didn't think much of it.
Only today as I was moving it out of the room to the sitting room for the couple did I feel a pang. I just felt funny like I didn't want to go ahead with it. It was totally unexpected.
It's just empty space now where it used to be. I know it's silly because baby's been sleeping with me anyway for a while. She's eight months now plus I can't just embalm it.
...but maybe I should have!
I couldn't help to think how foster parents must feel when their children are taken.
New couple said I should see it as a new chapter. I guess so.
Well heavily pregnant, they need it now more than I do now.
Really sucks :(
Will pass :-)