Ok so DH had a 'business lunch/meeting' this afternoon. Said he'd need picking up from the station at around 6 because he would have had too much to drink, i deliberatley structured my day so that at 6ish i would be in the car with dds in the vicinity of the station.
ring and leave a message on dh's mobile, he calls back a bit slurry, phone is then grabbed by very posh and very gay sounding chap,who tells me what a great chap dh is (yeah yeah yeah). Dh then takes back phone and says... think i'll have to sleep all day tomorrow... hmmm I think blimming not! DH says be home around 9ish. Fair enough. I send him a text to say if it is appropriate I could join him if i can find some to baby sit, garbled gibberish text comes back saying he is on his way home, I text back saying his text doesnt make sense and he has missed the point that maybe his wife would like to join him.He still doesnt get it and i tell him to forget it.
At around 7.30 ish text comes through to say he is in a very posh car travelling to somewhere equally posh in the city of london with afore mentioned posh bloke et al.
8ish comes around and soppy texts start coming through.
Just now another text and a phone call, to tell me what a wonderful time he is having standing by the river with new best friends, drinking etc wont be home till much later, may even get a lift in very nice car all the way home.
All the while I have fed and watered dds, put them to bed, washed up, done washing, watered plants and green house, tidied round, finished off the kids leftovers, done a bit of filing etc etc etc, also got a bit tearful.... am i just jealous that he is having a whizzy time while i am mrs mundane... or just annoyed that he wont be home as planned or p*ed off with the slurry texts etc or am i just disillusioned with the daily grind...
He is after all 40 next year,and this is very out of character... i so hope not the beginning of a mid life crisis. Sorry, just had to get that off my chest, and question qhy i am feeling like this....