I applied for a job today (good). It would mean working for an organisation I worked for 16 years ago, doing a job that I hated, in a city that I have very unhappy memories of. I know I am unlikely to get the job (although I do have all the rather odd "qualifications" that they have asked for and I suspect there won't be many of us around who do), but I am stressing slightly about it. Other justification for applying: great schools and way of life for the children, good standard of living, reasonable salary and "package" for me (and avoids return to UK). When I am being rational, I do think that I hated it in my early 20s as I had a shit boss and wanted to go out clubbing all the time. Now I am older and greyer this has less appeal and the shit I worked for is now thankfully dead. I've visited the city once since leaving and had an OK time there, but do I really want to live there again?