Ds2 is really quite poorly. Nasty sickness bug, high temperature - 3 days (and nights) of it now. He's just spent 3 days in bed/on the settee - he's completely washed out, looks pinched and grey. I've been up with him for 3 nights - I got about 3 hours sleep last night. He's a tiny bit better today, has kept a bit of toast down. He was just falling asleep on the settee so I said I would put him to bed (ds1 will be home from school at 3 and will wake him up barging about). He had an almighty tantrum (well, a weak as a kitten almighty tantrum), went all dead-weight floppy, I had to carry him up the stairs, screaming in my ear, try and get him on the toilet, put him to bed, where he lay there flailing at me and screaming "I want Daddy. I not want you." I've spent the last 3 nights up with him while Daddy's been asleep, I've cleaned up the sick and washed him, and sung lullabies, and read stories and watched CBeebies on a loop. But no, "I not want you! Go away!" So I did and he's gone to sleep.
And I know it's silly and I know it's because he's poorly and I know I'm very tired but it's made me cry