As some of you know ds2 has had this awful fluing thing with terrible sore throat. He has been hallucinating at night and can't sleep as is having bad thughts and is frightened. He goes all ridgid and thumps himslef saying he wants to kill himslef, them says 'its ok its ok' then starts talking rubbish and goes ridgid and cries.
If I ask him what his thoughts are he cannot remember.
He had anohter one just now, while he was atching TV, so not in bed or trying to sleep.
Last year when he was tired, he said he wanted to die as he cjoudnt cope with the thought of life and GCSE's and meeting someone to settle dwon with. He has been fine since, once he settled int oschool he seemed fine.
Is all this related? Is he panicing becaue he is tired? Is this the start of panic attakcs (i had them for years and wouldnot visit them on him for all the tea in China)
I don't want to out something onto him that is my fear.
Is he jsut tired and senstive and ill and this is why he feels like this?