they're a lovely group of mums, and we all get onreally well - but today they were sitting talkinga bout Christmas and what they would be doing. Discussing what they were buying for their children (not very expensive I hasten to add - about what we'd usually spend - £20-30 per child) and asking what we were doing - I had to tell them we had nothing "planned" yet - knowing full well it may well be sod all.
Then (as always when it's cold) the subject of how convinient my house is for the school, church, toddler group etc etc - and felt so cr*p sitting with a falst smile knowing that in all likelyhood we're not going to be there for very much longer.
One or two of them know in some detail our current finances, but not the full extent (especially not the latest about the possibility of having to either sell the house and move into rented - or even worse having the house repossessed.
I didn't really say much - wasn't sure to say and it's pretty easy atm - but when (if???) we have to move how on earth am I going to explain it without telling them we're completely and utterly skint???