in no particular order. i am extremely pissed off about all these things.
my back hurts. got b(&^y periods. and feeling lousy.
dh a git. lovely day outside, so convinced ds to go out in garden and play with football. dh gets really angry at him.accuses him of kicking ball into neighbours garden. tells him he is going to puncture the ball. (brand new, bought it yesterday) so ds in tears, and now watching telly for the last two and a half hours.
earthquake. am soo upset about this. havent been watching news on purpose. im from there. did a few years of school in islamabad. granddads village about fifty miles, or less from epicentre. loads of family there. sister lives in lahore, about three hundred miles from epicentre and they woke up to ground shaking.
was very lucky actually, only one memebr of family killed, distant cousin, (so distant have never met him actually) and none of my families houses etc destroyed. BUT only one friend here has asked after family. actually, not even friend, but her husband. forget the bloody in laws.
it may sound racist, but when i see the pics and the telly, the people look so much like people i know. people in my dads village. i cant bear to watch. god, im so shallow.
dh is a git.
ive been overcompensating by spending by spending his money. have bought a tumble drier, and am now scared stiff of him yelling at me. how shallow am i?
rice krispies all over kitchen table, and i cant be bothered to clean them up.
if yo managed to read all that. then you are a star.