Ive come to the decision that I do what another baby! And everytime it comes to my period finishing and decide to not take the pill , i over think and start taking the pill again. I really want to go through everything again, I just know we would be soo much better off financially if we stuck with just one child, thats what is stopping me , (i dont see our financial situation changing soon) I guess we could do it , im just scared about struggling and making our lifes so much harder. Advice much needed , thank you