I'm adjusting to the probability that we'll remain a family of three, as I'm 39 and recently discovered I have a low egg supply (so conception is possible, but unlikely).
We're actually very happy with life. In many ways, I'm excited about moving forward with our lives instead of going back to square one with a newborn. Our daughter is nearly 3 and thriving. I really want to make peace with the issue.
However... my biggest challenge is that my mind can't stop comparing with other families. I notice 2+ kids everywhere. I can't see a family (or a news article about celebs) without checking how many kids they have - and thus wondering about our own situation. I dread hearing about new (second) pregnancies.
It's frustrating because it makes me think I want a second, more than I actually do (if that makes sense). We were always a bit lukewarm about having a second, before my medical results.
I really hope it gets better. Does it???! Will I get to a point where I don't obsess about it?! 