ARGHHHHHHHHH I just want to scream

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I’ve had 3 miscarriages this year and everywhere I go there are pregnant people and babies, I’ve honestly just had enough. I’ve had two close friends tell me this week they are pregnant. One is due the same time I would of been. How can I get through this? I really don’t want to be around it right now. I have an almost 3 year old so know I’m so lucky but right now for her sake I need to be selfish and put us first.

I've had an early miscarriage in jan and a still birth just recently and I'm going back to work next week working with two girls who were due the same time as me. I feel your pain. It's a really shitty thing to go through and it's easy for people to tell you to keep positive. I'm trying to plan something each week so I have something to work towards and look forward to, whether it's a meal out, or visiting a friend etc. Keep focused on plans and don't give up. It's coming up to my favourite time of the year and I've told myself I can't be sad! Your going to have your moments like we all do but keeping busy helps me. Sending you positive vibes xxxxx

@AlviesMam thank you so much for your reply. So sorry that you have gone through that :( life is cruel. Thank you, I will try that! I have my daughters birthday coming up soon so looking forward to that and Christmas too :) xx