Hi I feel like a worthless piece of scum. My husband has spent the last 11 years telling me to eff off calling me a nut job, c you next Tuesday telling me the kids would be better off without me they are 11. He has cheated I feel he has broken me. He has sent me to a counsellor but refused to go himself. When I start retaliating and called him a narc telling him to get help he threatens to end the marriage saying its my fault I ruin every thing. I feel so worthless I dont know how much I can take. I have no one my Mum isn't here anymore.