Hi everyone, I hope you've had a lovely Christmas :)
Now onto me putting a dampner on things (I do apologise in advance)

As the title suggests, where do I start?
It's been a rough few years, I'm a mum to a beautiful DD who is on the autism spectrum but upto now we're still unsure what the label actually is, she's 9 now and it's been just us all along, I've got a good family but lost my beautiful mum last year, it's still so raw to be honest. I'm almost 12 weeks pregnant with my 2nd child to a new relationship, it all seemed so good but recently it's gone to pot, I don't know if I want to even be with him, I know I'm emotional because of the hormones etc but I feel like my life is just a big mess, I don't even know where I'm going with this thread, maybe I just need to vent? I don't know, I just know I feel like a failure in life and I don't know what to do to sort it, if you've stuck around to read to the end thank you very much and if you've any advice or words or wisdom please get on touch

Thanks again :)