I am in place where I want to leave but I can't, such a long story, he has 3 kids I have 2 and 1 together. Our two oldest boys have been using drugs for years. 2 years ago we kicked them out, my son was 15 his 18,my son got sent miles away to his father who is a druggie his son got sent to rehab. Since then his son has been in and out of the house living here, 3 days ago I found our 17month old playing with weed and his container filled with these spiks. Nothing happened to him. My son has come visit and has done nothing wrong since being here and he is treating him like a dog. His son also was so high the one day that he tied a belt around his neck and was going crazy and I was alone at home with the baby to deal with it. The next day he did not remember a thing. So basically his son who is 20 is welcome home but son 17 who has been loving on streets and jumping from friend to friend who has done nothing wrong since being here is not welcome home. I tried last night to talk to him. He went off and just kept on bringing up my sons past mistakes from 2 years ago. And he was swearing at me calling me names. I am a house wife and feel so stuck and feel like I am falling my children. I have no one to talk to no friends no family. I moved to his town for him. I just feel like there is no hope. I am also fighting cervical cancer. My heart is dying seeing my children get treated like dogs and spoken to like they sh*t. He even hides bread from them. And I am to scared to even say something cause he has a bad temper so I keep it in and smiling and do as I am told. I can't loose my children and if I upset him he will kick me and kids out and keep the baby.