Hi im new here but have been wanting to post for a while. I have suffered depression off and on for years and have taken anti d's in the past. I have not been on them for about 6 months and have felt great, however i feel this is starting to turn again and as the title says i can feel boredom lonliness and complete dispear starting to set in! I often feel empty when depressed and at the moment i feel im struggling to understand how i even feel! Everything should be fine.. i have a goos job two lovely children- naughty children but not to bad! A partner of nearly 10 years and a nice home..i dont understand why i sink back to this...i dont know if i expact to much from life...i feel i should be enjoying myself all the time and having fun all the time but that is not reality and i dont know why i cant feek happy and content with what ive got..why does my brain do this..i wish it would just work properly!!