I'm wondering what others thoughts are here. So basically I was diagnosed autistic and adhd end of 2024. This was great for me to understand myself a bit better as I always knew I was different. Couldn't function in a group, would basically go mute, miss social cues, probably come across rude and uninterested etc etc. I also have lots of traumas in there also, sexual abuse, bullying, parent loss at young age.
What I am wondering is..on a day to day basis I am fairly content. I don't really spend much time with other people, can't really be bothered a lot of the time. I find it draining, don't want to be misunderstood, so I'm pretty happy alone. I come home from dropping girls to school and usually spend the rest of the time at home unless I need to go out for something. I don't feel a strong need to be doing things, hobbies, activities. But I'm sure this makes me very dull. I dont think I'm depressed either. I feel fine.
What I am wondering is if I should be making more effort to be social and do things. Like is it a bad thing that I'm not very social as I feel like society tells me I am wrong because I don't socialise a lot and am awkward and that I must be boring as i dont do much outside of the home. I hear and read people talk so negatively about people being odd, awkward, rude. I'm sure lots of people would think im rude as I often do rude things without realising but I am not a bad person. I am actually very caring towards people and animals.
Just looking for some outside thoughts and opinions. Thanks!