I'm so tired of not thinking clearly and also not being able to trust my brain!
I've been diagnosed as bpd, although at the time I told them I believed I was bpd but actually now think adhd, having looked into it further. Should they have just believed me? Shouldn't they have done some sort of test to establish what's really wrong? I feel I always manipulate the answer by telling them what they want to hear/ what I've read online are symptoms. I know that's awful, but guess it's part of my condition. I'm scared if I don't give them symptoms they'll say I'm fine, but I'm definitely not!
Also menopausal and have fibromyalgia, so definite brain fog!
I'm struggling in my relationship but when I try to think things through so I can discuss with my oh I can't grasp a clear thought as to why I'm not happy.
I think something but when I talk to him about it he explains it a different way and I realise he's right and I'm overthinking it. Or is he gaslighting me?? Who knows?
I'm not talking huge things, like violence or abuse, just little things.
When I try to go through it in my head or discuss it with him I can't think of examples, it's like my brain is full of static!
Does this sound familiar to anyone? Has anyone found a way to deal with this?