I’m well a wear this this is not normal .
so
i do a hobby every day
a woman is there every day ,people have gossiped to me about her ,she’s upset a lot of people in the hobby .
I know my mistake was listening to the gossip
but now it’s ruining my hobby every time I have to see her
it’s become a bigger deal ,in my head than it should be .
I have this irrational anger towards her ,and I only have to look at her to feel in a bad mood ..
it doesn’t help she is there every day I am …in my space ,in my face .
I know the problem is mine ,I can get obsessed with things ,clothes tv shows ,but never a person and never anything negative ,but it feels the same .
lve a horrible feel I’m going to have to change the time I do the hobby ,to avoid her ..
I bet I don’t get a single reply ,because everyone thinks this is nuts ..but it’s driving me mad ,it’s like I have no control over my brain ..
im aessessed for autism already ,but my adhd aessessment is not till next year.