So on that first day it was really clear headrush and kind of rollercoaster effect, I almost felt like I was seeking more stimulation than normal.
I've taken it with food today and yesterday, and that's much better. Doesn't feel like I'm "on" something. It doesn't really have any effect either, but that's more what I was expecting, so OK.
What I am finding is that I'm not brain-meltingly exhausted by the kids' dinner/bedtime like I usually am. I'm still tired, but it feels like normal end of day tiredness.
From what I understand, it's expected that it will have worn off by bedtime, so probably unlikely to help with getting to bed on time. What I have found to help with this is to make myself a little bedtime routine kind of thing. I am always on my computer in the evening so I have a google calendar notification that will pop up at ten and remind me it's wind down time. I realised that the things that tend to make me want to stay up are:
- Interesting music
- Getting into a dramatic MN thread, or one where I want to explain things/give advice
- Computer games
- TV series
So, after 10pm I switch my playlist to one I've called Wind Down if I'm listening to music, I don't start new episodes of TV programmes after 10 (but can finish one), I stop playing computer games, and I use that 10pm cue to go and get a drink. When I'm away from the computer, then I can actually decide if I want to go back to it, or come off it and read in bed/play guitar/do a puzzle which are my lower stim or time limited activities - I get fed up of guitar after a while because it's physically tiring. I can't make this decision when on the computer, though. That's why I have to trick myself by pretending I'm just getting a drink and can be right back. Most days I do go back to the computer but I don't get sucked into complicated threads.