Hi, I've noticed indicators over the years that I may be autistic. The more I look into my 'quirks' the more it ties together.
I'll try to keep this concise.
As a child I was very shy. I never felt hungry. I only ate 2 foods (not food groups) and was sent to a dietician. I've never eaten meat. I skin picked from around 4 years old. Still do but have moved to a less conspicuous area.
Every school report mentioned 'perfectionist' yet at home I was a mess.
As a teenager I started list making- obsessively. A couple of times people found my lists and highlighted how odd they were, nowadays my lists are a bit more stranger friendly.
I morphed myself into anyone whose company I was in but squirmed inside during social interactions. Still do.
I don't like being touched, hugged, kissed. I need to know it's coming. I'm very sensitive to noise, light and smells. I'm married and can't share a bed or room with my husband. Lockdown came as a relief, I would rather stay at home & hide under a mask if I need to venture out. My idea of friendship is seeing someone once in a couple of years. Therefore, I have 1 friend who understands.
I need routine and don't like anything spontaneous. I can't be under-prepared.
There are other things, very specific though so don't feel comfortable writing here.
I've took 2 online tests and scored 23/30 & 40/50.
I'm apprehensive to contact my GP in case it's a flat no and I need to face this person again. Private is expensive but I could save. Equally don't want to waste money if it's obvious I am not autistic, just weird.
Do any of these traits resonate with anyone who has been diagnosed as an adult? We're you diagnosed through NHS or privately?
Thank you to anyone who takes the time to read or respond.
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Ncforthis12 · 24/03/2023 15:06
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