I constantly feel like im just a waste of space because Im autistic, adhd and tourettes. Not saying others should feel like that but I do.
I hate the tics, theyre fucking awful, so embarrassing and intrusive and stuff. Tourettes is a disability.
I hate being autistic, it fucking sucks, it might be a difference for some people but its a fucking disability to me. I have two friends, which I know is better than a lot of people but I barely speak to them maybe once every couple of months.
Adhd is fucking annoying too. Very much a disability for me, im unable to be medicated at the moment due to the mental health issues ive had in the past.
I dont want to die, I just feel like i have no good points. I self harmed again today, I dont do it very often anymore though. Nothing to worry about.
Sorry. I want this thread in this section as I know you guys understand.