I had bulimia and an exercise compulsion as a teenager, binge eating, throwing up, running. Stopped it when I got ill with a virus and was v sick for a few months.
25 years on and I binge eat a lot (common with adhd i believe) and v occasionally purge as a stress reaction. Just lately my life has been less stressful than it has in years. I'm settled in a job, settled in a new house, settled in a lovely newish relationship, but I have started purging almost daily. I put on weight over the house move so started calorie watching and now it seems to have kicked off this need to purge, to the point t where it gives me the same kind of sensory relief as a tight hug or exercise. I'm too tired to exercise, but the vomiting helps. But I know this isn't a healthy response and I don't know what to do. I don't want to tell my DP or a healthcare person because then I'll have to stop, and I don't really want to, but at the same time I'm looking at myself from the outside and tutting.
I'm very divided. What should I do? Be nice, please. I don't know how else to get what I need currently
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ABrotherWhoLooksLikeHellMugYou · 31/10/2022 14:53
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