What it says in the title, really - I've been through 18-54mg of Concerta and am now on 70mg of Elvanse <grinds teeth> having started on 20mg. This has taken years because i've kept losing the motivation to keep going back when there's no reward <bitter laugh> so keep having to start again when the symptoms become overwhelming again and I force myself to follow up.
They've insisted I step through all the dosages before moving onto the medication group www.webmd.com/add-adhd/adhd-nonstimulant-drugs-therapy . I think the next step will be to try non-stimulant ADHD-specific meds (Strattera), but the other options they might consider seem to be the BP-lowering meds like Clonidine or the ADHD-impacting anti-depressants like Desipramine (Norpramin, Pertofrane),Imipramine (Tofranil), Nortriptyline (Aventyl, Pamelor), and Bupropion (Wellbutrin).
Have any of these worked/not worked for you? Can you tell me about side-effects I am already very tired of slowly increasing dosages for no benefit (but increasing jitteriness and/or anxiety) before moving onto the next so I would definitely be up for 'having a preference' at my next appointment ;-)
Thank you all very much in advance for any insight you can offer - and while I'm here, thank you too for the many threads I've lurked on for many years - and particularly for my first 'scales falling from the eyes' moment about 5 years ago on a thread about hidden ADHD in both young, and middle-aged women.
It's been a very emotional ride - so much grief for all the toxic shame I felt at not somehow being able to translate my 'braininess', for want of a better word, into achievement, and also for the very real impact of that shame, and my attempts to head it off, on my close relationships.
But having the pieces of what was often a quite terrifying puzzle fall into place, - knowing that at least some of it isn't 'me', and that while I have some power to understand and divert my responses to the ADHD, the ADHD itself is foundational - has been absolutely life-changing. I've been able to make use of therapy now. I don't know what I would have done with the massive spike in symptoms during menopause without my diagnosis, and overall I am so, so much better for having met you all!