Every time I reach out for help

[pickingmyselfupagain]

Things get worse instead of better.

I’m on my knees, and I literally cannot think of anyone or anything I trust not to make it worse.

Medical professionals - I don’t know - I can’t connect properly or else they trigger RSD - or waste what little money I have.

I’m in a stupid country that wont recognise or help with adult adhd.

Anti depressants made me worse. Anti anxiety drugs nearly killed me.

I’m on my knees with my autistic dc but every professional has made more problems than they’ve helped.

I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel.

I’m not suicidal. Just really, really beaten down.

No advice but sending you a 'hand hold' and a virtual listening ear

Sorry to hear that, pickingmyselfupagain.

Hope things go better for you somehow.

@pickingmyselfupagain so sorry to hear this. I wish I could offer words of comfort but unfortunately I am feeling exactly the same way and in the same situation. Therapy has done absolutely nothing to help me, just made me worse off financially. Sending you lots of good wishes 💗