Pity party

[TirednExhausted]

It's my party and I'll cry if I want to!

Had a crappy day, just worn down by lots, mostly my lack of ability to get job/apply to pip. Hate that I can't function for a whole day if a tiny little small thing is wrong that most people would brush off withoit a care.

Anyone want to join me at venting their frustrations into the Internet void? This thread can be our virtual punching bag to rage at!

I’m sorry you’re having a tough one.

I have days like that too when I get so annoyed that things which don't seem to have any impact on most other people lead to a complete inability to function in me. I hope you can have a good sleep tonight and a better day tomorrow.

I've recently been having...I don't know what it is - depression? anxiety? stress? autistic burnout? Whatever it is I'm struggling a lot with being around anyone at the minute. Small talk is out of the question. I'm constantly exhausted and tearful. I can no longer cope with the everyday noises around me. I'm desperate to snap out of it but it's been weeks and nothing seems to help 🤷‍♀️.

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Here are some soothing sorted smarties....

How are you doing today?

Not great tbh... Had a really bad couple of days, the pity party is a pity festival. Thank you for caring and asking though,
Genuinely. 💙

I'm back with sprinklers and cake 😂🎂 I deleted my account and then signed up again after having a drama llama at an offensive autistic thread recently.

Applied for an internship for autistic people, waited over a month for feedback and the feedback I got today was I did amazing on the task but my cv is too short so I won't be going through to interviews.

Fun times, my cv is too crap even for an 8 week internship designed for people with autism. Maybe they should ponder on why that might be with only 20% of us in employment.

Anyone else want to shout at some of the unfairness in the world with me?

I hate radios in supermarkets.
I hate that employment is so unfair to ND
I hate stupid offensive threads on here!
I hate scratchy labels on clothes!
I hate stupid companies who want a autistic person as a box ticking exercise but only the ones who have a proven long history employment (why would they be applying to a fucking 8 week internship)

That's shocking!
How are you expected to get a longer CV then?