I asked my GP to refer me for an adult autism assessment. I spoke to the preliminary assessor who said yes it looks like autism and I will be put on the waiting list for a full assessment in about two years time. Fine by me.
But now the mental health team have sent me two appointments. One to speak to a case worker and one for blood tests and an EEG. I spoke to them about it this morning. They said the blood tests are to establish a physical baseline in case they later prescribe medication. And the case worker will want to speak to me on a regular basis to make sure I’m ok while I’m on the waiting list.
I said I don’t have an illness that requires medication, autism isn’t an illness, I don’t want medication and I won’t consent to take it. So the physical tests are unnecessary because I will never take medication. And I’ve managed on my own for 40 years so I don’t need regular appointments with a case worker wasting my time and sticking his nose into my business while I’m on the waiting list. I literally just want to know if I have autism so I can access reasonable adjustments at work, and I find it very intrusive that they are requesting additional appointments that have nothing to do with the actual autism assessment.
So it’s looking likely that they’re going to remove me from the waiting list for autism assessment, which is really upsetting because I want to know if I have it. But mostly I’m scared that they won’t let me go and will continue to harass me, maybe get social services involved and try to force me to engage with these regular appointments. I’m scared. None of this was mentioned to me when I requested autism assessment.