Just that really.
My gut tells me a I have some autistic traits but not enough to be classed as autistic. Since my bro is autistic and I work with autistic people I feel like I over look for traits in myself.
I don't have sensory over load or meltdowns.
My main issues is that my processing speed for talking can slow right down when meeting people for the first time or if I am in a new environment.
It also can speed up when I'm in therapy which is annoying as I literally don't let the therapist speak. But even if I was I couldnt handle hearing what they said as I have RSD rejection sensitivity disorder/dysphoria. Anything they say upsets me. I'm not in therapy now for that reason.
When I'm stressed I struggle to talk and sort of shutdown.
Any input is appreciated. Thanks