Went on Friday, thus fulfilling a long held ambition to see them live (until now, life has always got in the way - no money, no-one to go with (though that would no longer bother me if I had to), no child care etc etc).
OMG - what a beautiful * noise they make live. Can't really describe it any better than that. Yes ... would have preferred the Saturday setlist but was just over the moon to finally see them live doing anything at all.
The only downer is that I had a bit of a panic attack due to the crush, and, having stood for 4.5 hours about 20 feet back from the stage on Chris' side with a great view had to move out to the side about 4 songs in because I couldn't breathe and was fightened. I expected the crush, I expected the enthusiasm and the bouncing up and down but what I didn't expect (or hoped wouldn't happen when we were all so tightly packed in) is for some people to force open a circle in which they threw each other about, slamming into the rest of us on the edges of said circle regardless. Several others from the same area also left/moved before we did because these guys just didn't give a shit who they were leaping on/knocking over. Fact was, I (and loads of others) couldn't even lift our arms at points because we were so packed ..... fair enough, no-one minded that we were all pressed so close when the atmosphere was one of heightened excitement, but as soon as Muse came on, it just went to pieces. In that sort of situation, simple physics dictate that if you force open a pit, people are going to get even more crushed and I was furious at the selfish little oiks who were determined to do what they wanted to do regardless of who might get hurt.
I really am not an old fart - honest. Have been to quite a few Madness gigs (not entirely willingly) and been close to the front with great fat skinhead types in Doc Martens moshing away ... and have never felt panicked like I did last Friday. Have also had said skinheads checking I was okay if they bumped me (!) or shouting out to their mates to take it easy etc. No such luck at Wembley with the (seemingly) teenage brats who were oblivious to anyone else.
Thing was, when you're trying to defend/protect yourself, you're not listening to the music or watching the show and by the time we moved I was in tears because all I'd wanted to do was bounce up and down, sing along and totally immerse myself in the sound. Right at the edge of the pitch, I couldn't see anything of the band themselves and was gutted at having been so near, yet so far as it turned out. Would have been entirely different had we turned up at 8 .... you would have expected a rubbish place, and could have enjoyed it for what it was, but I was so-oooooo disappointed I found it really hard to get into it at all. Had I known what was going to happen I'd have gone for a GA seat when we 1st arrived, and would have had the pick of them for a decent view of the show but I always think the atmosphere is better on the pitch - or at least it should have been.
May be stupid, but have felt very depressed for the last week, given that unless I win the lottery there's no way I'll be seeing them live again for probably at least a couple of years in the UK. I keep kicking myself, thinking I should have stuck it out, but was genuinely very very uncomfortable where we were. Am also very angry with Wembley's organisation the more I think about it .... had there been a 2nd barrier, with stamps on your hand for 1st come 1st served, then at least that front area of the pitch would have contained a finite number of people ...... i.e. less crushing impact and less chance of injury from selfish twats leaping on you .... because there'd be that little bit more space for everyone.
Still love Muse though and have played nothing else all week. 