Help With Potential Separation

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I don’t have much money (I actually don’t know how much). I have carers allowance and one asset in the USA. I live in London and I am mentally unwell. I have Nuroleptic Malignant Syndrome and apparently CPTSD (bit if that’s how you’ve lived all your life then how do you know it’s the chronic).

Anyway, he says he would buy me out but I have no idea where to start or what to do. We’ve been together for 25 years and I don’t even have British Citizenship.

I have always maintained fidelity. His life is his own. He is approx 8 years older than me so has more career experience and professional expertise than I ever will. I don’t have a decent education, I grew up in a trailer park half my childhood. (Although somehow I went to private schools)

What do I do if the shit hits the fan? I don’t want to leave my son (19) with this man. After 25 years I don’t know how to know him.

please cut loose on me. I’m ready.

I think this may be resolved. More will be revealed…

I mean, cut loose but not so much that I have to be sectioned again. I HATE when I have to be sectioned with the GP, police, and everyone else getting involved. I lose time and I don’t know what happened.

Oh op I couldn’t read and run. I’m wishing you well and a speedy recovery in hospital. Do you have any outside support aside from your son and husband? Is your family in the UK?

I have no family in the UK (other than son and husband) and the only people I speak to are either on Zoom, via phone, or text. And of course MN. Occasionally I say a few words to a neighbour or someone outside. I think I am too disabled to have friends, I don’t really understand why life is the way it is. I guess it’s ok. Maybe I will survive the night.

Oh dear, I ate so much ice cream in the night and then had an Ocado delivery to manage this morning. My son is sick and my husband is working from home. I’m sick in bed and son needs breakfast. I don’t know whether or not to eat any food this morning. I had to take melatonin and Buscopan. I did manage to log some Yeo Valley yeokens (their Greek yogurt is pretty good) and Ieft a couple of reviews on Ocado foods.

im just waiting until 3 for an initial intake assignment for the Priory. I haven’t even showered for 8 days.

oh it sounds as if someone is in the kitchen now