I have ASD
I have PTSD
I’m not sure I may also have PND I don’t know.
I just can’t cope anymore I feel like I’m being pulled in a million directions.
ASD causes me huge issues that’s a constant and I’ll be honest I hate it. Nothing is easy and it affects me every minute of every day.
PTSD I’m trying to deal with i have therapy but obviously the ASD makes it trickier
My youngest is 8m. I’m pretty sure this time I’ve got PND. I got the baby blues badly at day 4/5 and it didn’t get much better I’ve been too scared to tell anyone for fear of my parenting being questioned so I’ve tried to manage it myself and not done very well at all.
I have too many demands on me and I need to tell people where to go basically as I feel used. I now have physical symptoms alongside mental health issues and ASD and it’s unbearable.
I’m exhausted all the time and I’m covered in an awful rash have been for months now so I look and feel awful.
My husband tries but now i can see his patience is gone. I wouldn’t do anything stupid but I actually feel like I wish I could just cease to exist. What is the point of life if this is how it is I can’t see ever feeling any different because of the ASD and I’ve felt the same my whole life so far
There’s no support with the ASD o e asked and there’s nothing
I don’t know what to do. I’m miserable