Hi everyone, i've realised for a couple of years now I have aspergers, I don't have a diagnosis wouldn't know where to start with that one. Started a new job five months ago after been out of work for quite a few years, the thing is I find I'm constantly checking myself making sure I'm acting normal and trying not to make mistakes, when the shop is busy my head feels in a spin feel like I'm just keeping it together, I'm quite clumsy and drop things put things in places where they don't even go but when I make mistakes and all these things are pointed out to me I feel ridiculous for making them in the first place.im really pushing myself in this job when sometimes I think it would be best to not have one, everyone else is calm and knows what there doing and sometimes I just feel like am sinking, can you ever feel settled and calm in a job and not feel on high alert all the time, is it possible to get to that space, wondering about relaxation techniques each day before I start or a herbal remedy or something, my question is how does everyone else cope in there job, can I change things for myself for the better? Sometimes I feel like I'm good at pretending then there's days where it just ain't happening :( xx