Over the years I have had obsessions/intense crushes on people.
This happened through school a couple of times from the age of 9.
It also happened at university, and a few years ago when my youngest was a baby.
It is happening again now, but this time with a woman
.
I met her a couple of weeks ago through a work thing, we clicked as friends, and I immediately felt very comfortable with her.
I'm really confused.
Being diagnosed as ASD has thrown up other things that have been kept wrapped up over the years. Am I bi or just at a point in life where I'm not sure what's me and what's not?
When I was a teenager, I went through a phase of wondering if I wasn't entirely straight, and had /have some gender confusion as well. I'm wondering if this is something I've subconsciously suppressed.
Whilst I know nothing will happen here, and I know that this will pass in a few weeks/months, I'm wondering if anyone else can relate to this, or can give me some words of wisdom!