I'm a mix of emotions, not sure if it's horomones or the stress.
I have 6 month old identical twin boys, who were a shock at my 12 week scan as my HCG levels looked normal but scan showed 2, and 2 heartbeats.
Now, I received a call from my Doctor yesterday saying my HCG were very high, and to come back for a retest to be sure. He think's it's more likely twins due to twins in family and my previous PG.
Yesterday, I was freaking out thinking it was something worse. This morning I was calmer but readying myself for bad news. Now, DH has me a little excited about it being twins. I've cried so many times because I can not stop the What If's running through my head. I'm booked in tomorrow morning, so he can fast track my results by tomorrow evening. The waiting is killing me.
I just needed to vent a little because I'm going out of my mind with all these conflicting emotions and DH has to work tomorrow, so I have to go on my own because nobody knows about the pregnancy. Have I forgot to mention I'm only 4+5?? And now the hysteria is setting in.
breathe