its looming ever closer. (my tribunal) and im so scared. ive had a bit of a drink tonight as i was supposed to receive my ex employers last minute response (as always). my rep wouldnt tell me what it said but he instructed me to not blow a fuse so im assuming its very bad. he said it was vicious anyway. i have to pick it up from the post office tomorrow. i feel like giving up. i nearly passed out today when i heard his message, im not being dramatic, i was just so shaky and my legs went. im terrified. this is harder than being pg alone, it really is. i just know im going to break down and cry. im not strong enough to deal with this. i cant stop shaking. i have less than 48 hours now. please wish me luck? i would really appreciate it. will try to be on here tomorrow. sorry for being a wimp.