Ok we are broke. Seriously broke. And we havent been getting any tax credits because they overpaid us a few years ago and we have been paying that back. anyway that is all paid back now so tax credits are supposed to be resuming. I finally found out today now much we are going to get and dealing with these people has been a fucking nightmare.
Up until very recently we were fine financially had a satisfactory amount left over each month etc. But our rent has gone up by £50 a month and my work cut my hours down - bad for us financially but very good for me as a person as the work environment is terrible. So the last 2 months things have been bad for us money wise. I am trying not to complain because I know this is temporary and a lot of people are worse off than us.
They reckon DH earns too much so we are only getting the minimum child tax credit which is £540 a year.
I am upset about this because in my opinion DH doesnt earn that much and we are seriously broke. We are economising on everything and to put it bluntly - I now have one pair of trousers that fit me, one pair of shoes and they have holes in the soles so when it rains my feet get wet the exhaust is literally falling off our car blah blah blah
I must stress our DS wants for nothing and for that I am happy. Every spare penny we have goes on getting him necessities and also little luxuries that make him happy we have chosen to buy those things before we get things for ourselves.
Anyway - I only work 10 hours a week and I hate my job. I am in the process now of becoming a registered childminder which I am really looking forward to as I do love children and spending time with them more than anything else. So basically what I am saying is in a few months I shall be working more (as a minder) and our financial situation should be a little better.
(trust me I know minding doesnt pay a lot but it is what I have chosen to do and with having a few mindees full time I will earn more than I earn now 10 hours a week)
I am also starting to do some local pet sitting which will bring in little bits of money.
I guess what I am asking right now is:
Is there even any point in me continuing to work these 10 hours a week while I am getting the childminding up and going? If I quit would they give us more tax credits so I could focus more of my energy into the new career and get out of the very hostile work environment I am in?