I work in a lovely school and have been very fortunate over the last year to receive thank you vouchers at christmas and the end of term, I decided last year I would save the vouchers as we are TTC and it would be great towards baby stuff, my salary isn’t huge my partner is the breadwinner so to speak and I thought it would be a nice way for me to contribute to some of the baby stuff! Fast forward a year we are two years in TTC with no baby and one CP, i still have the vouchers, and have been adding to them (a rather sad reminder that no baby is on the horizon haha) I very VERY rarely treat myself as I have a son (9) by a previous partner, partner and I are going on holiday next month and a part of me is thinking F it buy some lovely bits treat yourself etc and have an amazing holiday. But in the back of my head I also think it’s your contribution financially to the baby (albeit that isn’t here yet) haha. What do I do? Decision making is not a strength of mine! haha!