Hi
I'm don't want to go into a big thread just now but I'm 53, been working at a university and have a USS pension which is approx 20 years.
I've had a creeping issue with a chronic illness and, sadly alongside this, likely interlinked as it's a condition linked to stress too, and being bullied at work for 3 years I have anxiety and depression which is chronic now and quite bad, not controlled. The issue that caused the stress and problems at work, which took forever to sort through, and resulted in a huge enquiry (approx 50 people also bullied / mis managed and the person causing this got sacked - we all got official letters stating what had happened and it was supported that I was subject to intimidation, bullying and harassment from this person who was also my line manager so the closest superior to me and did whatever
Damage she liked, unchallenged for over a year, and whilst the complaint was going through she was still allowed to line manage me, she continued to harass me, whilst on sickness absence leave, and when I came back to work, seconded to a different team, she managed to fuck up my hours so i got I correctly paid in December of all
Months, and continually bullied.
This was confirmed by an external investigator, in writing, acknowledging all of the issues and confirming intimidation, harassment and bullying. Needless to say my university did fuck all after that - not even a call or a by-you-leave about anything at all, literally couldn't give a fuck
I'm Now finding, 2 - 3 years almost since the outcome, I've been trying to work and move onwards, but my depression is worse, my
Chronic autoimmune problem, linked to stress, is the worst it's been and I can't get it under control.
Lots of other information, I won't go into, but does anyone know if it's worth investigating through USS about early pension through Ill health? In all honesty, I can't work full time, I've tried and I literally can't function either at work or at home and I spend weekends sleeping, sleep at lunch time and am seemingly a grumpy bitxh at home/ used to clean/cook and shop, most of this in the last year or so has all but stopped, I do what I can manage only. I've got the to the point where something has to
Give somewhere.
5-6 years ago I was applying for jobs at the next level, and had some great prospects, I now feel My depression, all managed by my GP is making me dysfunctional. After 3 years of counselling not helping and changes with drugs for mental health and also my chronic condition (unrelated) I have come to the conclusion it's killing me working, certainly full time and perhaps at all ... can anyone help with some advice.
Doesn't help I'm the breadwinner, so my income pays for most things 😞