I have had a letter to say they’ve underpaid me £1k in benefit payments. I get adult disability payment and universal credit, my mental health is a state and I can’t work. I have untreated social anxiety disorder, panic disorder, possibly PTSD and I’m waiting on getting a psychiatric referral. I have just come out of a depression that I was in for a year and have a few hobbies. I’ve already made my bedroom cosy but I have insomnia and can’t sleep at night. I’m also agoraphobic, so going on a trip away is probably out of the picture. I’m getting all the support I can for my mental health, but the services are crap and waiting lists long. They keep trying to give me CBT, but it’s just not working for me. I do meditation, PMR and Pilates at home each day. I have a dog and a small garden that I want to do up as a relaxing space with potentially a pond and a lot of plants, maybe even a tree and fairy lights, a place to grow some flowers/shrubs even vegetables, but I’m not interested in the modern look, modern furniture or spending a lot of money.
i think I’ve got enough money to live on, my gas and electricity bills are low, I just use an air fryer and I already put away money each for future vet bills, I didn’t have insurance for my dog and then she had an issue so insurance wouldn’t cover it if she got a problem again. I already put away money for the various things I’d need to buy throughout the year and money towards a buffer incase an appliance breaks.
i’m in pain when I stand up and walk, I am self medicating because I can’t get to a GP due to the agoraphobia, but I’m meant to be getting a home visit at some point. They wouldn’t give me high rate mobility and I don’t have the energy to fight it especially if I just lose my claim altogether so I won’t get a mobility car. Main issues with my agoraphobia are leaving my safe space and severe social anxiety. I maybe want to spend the money on something that would me an additional income, but my energy levels are really limited and I can’t commit to making things to sell or it feels like a chore and I feel depressed again so I mean something that would just generate money by itself and I don’t really have to do anything but I don’t know what that would be or if it even exists?