The facts do seem to indicate I should pay off the mortgage but I'm feeling a bit stuck and reluctant. This is the first time in my life I've had significant savings and almost to my surprise, with an ISA maturing and a redundancy payout plus 17 years of paying down the mortgage, there is enough money in hand to pay it off.
I'm 52.
Tiny flat bought on my own in 2006; I slipped in when 100% mortgages were around; after the financial crash it was worth a lot less than the mortgage, which led to much stress
For the last three years the mortgage rate has been 1.98%
I moved out of my flat to live with my partner two years ago
The bank gave me permission to let my flat
My mortgage fix is ending and the new mortgage will be a buy-to-let product
Best rate is 5.6%. Higher than I can get in savings interest rates.
Paying off the mortgage would still leave me with six months of emergency money
Why am I hesitating? It's like I think there will be some kind of catastrophic emergency that means I'll regret not having that bigger amount of savings. Once the money's paid down the mortgage, it's gone. This is an emotional reaction, I realise. I'm so used to only having myself to rely on, have been financially independent since I was 18. No help from family has ever been possible, in fact, I had to help my mother pay off her own mortgage, long story.
My partner isn't good with money, earns very little and although things have been going well relationship-wise and we're now five years in, I'm still cautious. Particularly because we broke up once during that period and then got back together.
Probably the only rational reason to keep hold of my savings is towards a deposit for a new property with my partner. However, there is no firm plan to do so, and it's all a bit pie in the sky. I'd say it's about five years until this might happen, and even then, the only way my partner could come up with a share of the deposit is if he got an inheritance through his elderly parent passing away. Blunt, but true. My partner and I keep finances separate at this stage. I pay him £600 a month and it's not earmarked what that's actually for - towards bills and his mortgage, I suppose.
Next bit of detail is why my flat won't be particularly sellable for a few years.
It's a leasehold flat with a horrendous managing agent. The company (essentially a family) is now so vilified on social media and their reputation is so widespread that the flat is unsellable. Conveyancing solicitors are telling would-be buyers to steer clear of properties "managed" by this company, if things even get to the conveyancing stage.
Leaseholders in the building have recently gone to tribunal and won right-to-manage and we will be instructing a reputable managing agent. But it will take a couple of years to properly untangle and distance ourselves from the gangster company. The gangster company is also the freeholder under another company name, so may still spook potential buyers. Purchasing the freehold may be something me and my fellow leaseholders want to try in a couple of years, but I've no idea of the cost.
Sorry this is long!