Money makes me really anxious, I see it as a security blanket and I just want to know if I'm doing badly or ok? My parents had a weird relationship with money so sometimes I feel my view is skewed. I'd really like some advice on how I could be doing better financially.
Here's the low down:
I'm 25 and a full time student after going back to uni last year. Me and DP own an ex council house together, we were lucky to buy cheap (145k) and do it up, it's now worth about 225k.
I don't work due to my full time placements which are part of my course. I live off my student loan and bursary which equals about £16.5k a year. DP earns £22.5k. I pay 50% of the bills, he's offered to pay more but I prefer to keep it equal as I manage fine.
I have 2 years left of my degree, when I finish I will owe student finance an eye watering £100k (ish) and will pay this off as normal, it will come straight out of my salary. I'll probably never pay it all off! When I qualify in 2 years I will earn 25k for the first year, then it goes up to 30k, then there's increments up to £40k but it takes about 8 years to get to the top.
I do some evening and weekend babysitting which makes me £80 a month, but quite often it's less than this. I've also just joined the bank to pick up some health care assistant shifts for if I have any spare time.
I own my little old car outright but I think it's going to break soon or need major repairs, It's worth about £1k. I'm hoping it lasts the next 2 years till I'm working again! If it doesn't I'd have to look at financing a car in DP's name which he's happy to do, I'm just not keen on the idea.
In savings I have:
£4k in premium bonds
£1k in a stocks and shares isa (set to high risk)
The savings are from before I went back to uni and worked full time. I don't ever touch them.
Literally any advice is welcome. Or reassurance, or criticism. My parents aren't around and I don't really discuss money with friends. Would my savings be best moved elsewhere? Obviously it isn't great that I don't work but it's impossible with my placement schedule. I'm worrying a bit about my pension and the future in general.
I'm also aware that I'm really lucky. We obviously don't have loads of money, but we have enough to ensure we're warm, safe and fed and I'm really appreciative of that.
Many thanks in advance!