I have worked for a local authority for 21 years and they are offering Voluntary Early Retirement. I am unsure until I get the quote if they are paying my pension up to my retirement age of 67, I am currently 60 and would also get 12K redundancy on top of this. Trouble is my pension is pretty poor having worked part time for child-care and so only really have 10 years service so I am unsure what to do as I can’t manage on this. I am so annoyed and kicking myself this morning as I hardly slept last night as I was dwelling on how I could have afforded to retire as I got divorced a couple of years ago and he begged me not to touch his pension which I didn’t, had I done the proper thing and had a pension sharing order I would have been able to do this but that is in the past and I know I have to move on but today it’s really upsetting me because I know at the time I was bullied and manipulated and it’s having a knock on effect on the rest of my life now.
I don’t like my job and all my friends are leaving I can’t bear the thought of being managed by some of the people left behind. The plus side is I can work at home some days and this helps with my health so wondering in if I did take it where would I be able to get a job working from home and at my age as well. I am feeling pretty despondent as I know I won’t get another opportunity like this but feel reluctant to take it if I can’t afford to live.
Also I have no idea whether I would be better taking a bigger lump sum and a smaller pension or a larger one and smaller lump sum, I have no idea on this and the best thing to do.