I’ve tried hard to word this without sounding crass, or like it’s just one big stealth boast, so I’m sorry if it comes across badly.
I’ve been furloughed on 80% pay. I work part time (20 hours a week) for a very small business - my salary is quite good although as it’s pro rata I’m
a long way from being paid £50k.
The issue is that we really don’t need this money. I work to use my skills and because I feel that I should, but I was a SAHM for years, and we were fine financially. We have a really comfortable lifestyle - a nice home, a foreign holiday most years, some weekends away, never needed to say no to kids’ activities or be careful with money on a day to day basis. We’re far from super rich (I don’t think, eg, that we could afford private school for 3 children), but we’re doing well, and we have savings. DH’s job should be secure.
Obviously the 80% isn’t means tested and was rushed through to protect jobs and support those who would (and still may) really be struggling now.
I can’t shake the feeling that it wasn’t meant for me. I think my choices are:
- Take it, it’s there to protect businesses;
- Don’t take it and ask my employer to put me on unpaid leave (I am her only employer in this situation so it doesn’t set a difficult precedent);
- Take it, put it aside, and if we come through this financially unscathed donate the lot to an appropriate charity (I’m conscious that the third sector will take a big hit).
I’m erring towards 3. Thoughts and analysis welcome. DH thinks I’m over thinking this and that it’s a drop in the ocean in the scale of this, but he comes from a wealthy background, whereas I grew up in quite modest circumstances and I think it’s just all a bit closer to home for me. If it’s relevant I’m not confident of having a job to go back to if this goes on for months.