me and dp have been together just over a year. He gives me £50 towards bills per month to help as he stays at mine a few nights per week. I dont ask for anything else although if we get take aways or the rare occassions we get the opportunity to go out, he pays for everything.
He has 3 boys who get spoilt rotten. Its his money so he can spend it on what he likes.
But i have NOTHING to myself after ive paid bills and monthly outgoings and i am getting so so jealous it is really driving me crazy.
He rang me up earlier just to tell me them Wii things have gone down to £200 so he's going to get his boys one.
Its horrible feeling like this. I struggle to afford anything nice and its not fair. Im going to hopefully working soon but i still wont be any better off. Its just to allow ds to go nursery a couple of days per week.
Im doing my driving test in a few weeks which was a struggle to afford and ive just about been able to pay for the lessons. Im in £1000 debt with no hope of paying it back yet and im just stuck in a big fat rubbish rut.
dp is 10 years older than me so i have 10 years to catch up but its not the point. I want to be able to afford to get through each day without a huge struggle
Does anyone else feel like this?