I have been self employed since 2008 but just this last year things have been going badly wrong. I'm finding that people aren't paying me on time if at all (!) and more and more are interested, but want me to work for free as they have no money themselves :( I currently have some work on, but it will only pay off current debt if I'm lucky, and then there will be nothing to reinvest, and nothing for me to live on.
I need dentistry urgently, my car urgently needs lots of repairs + MOT & service and we have no food in the cupboards, no money in the bank and nothing coming in til friday.
I just don't know what to do. I have my daughter to think about. Obviously I will look for part time work, but we are in the middle of nowhere in a very rural area and I've been unemployed before and KNOW how tough it is, and that was pre-recession! I have no qualifications, but have had fairly high earning jobs in the past and am good at what I currently do, so anybody reading my CV for a lower end job just isn't going to be interested :(
In the short term, if no work can be found, the obvious thing is benefits, BUT I know from unemployment in the past that if your partner is deemed to be able to look after you, you don't qualify. My partner shares a farm with his brother. He does NOT in any way earn enough to support our family, but he is sitting on an asset. I live here. Selling is NOT an option, it would just be like armageddon for a whole extended family because I fucked up. So I'm not going to get anything am I? :(
Who can I talk to?