So turns out the dept that was supposed to locate a suitable (adapted) home for me & Ds has never done this, will never do it & she (kindly) laughed in my face when I told her that's what I'd been referred to them for :(
Cut a long story short all this new support worker can do is 'help me fill out the forms' for housing register... Not find me a suitable place / one that can be made suitable according to the spec my council OT sent them, incl a room for ds (so i can make my bedroom easy for me vs childproof for him), & a room for a live in carer.
Huge blow :( was my last hope. Am trapped inside a one bed flat i cant even afford, w steps each side & no space/ permission for any modifications needed, no access to bath/ shower & limited access to toilet. People 'carers' steal from me when they come round as I can't keep track of things & they use the clutteredness & not putting things where I can get to them as cover for themselves... My mattress has gone moldy cos is damp in here & everything cramped so I fall cos can't twist properly. I cosleep with Ds as its the only way I can look after him/ ensure his safety during the night.
Basically was told to hope where there is no hope, & I can't see any future.
Was told I'll be in band b as that's where all disabled people are. I won't be able to view properties or bid on them if it's too much clicking/ reading. They laughed at idea of a 3 bed flat, let alone an accessible one.
I can't live like this... But I need to know honestly... There's no hope of me ever getting housing is there?