I've changed my name for this but I am a regular poster so please accept this all at face value.
I went out on Thursday night with a bloke I've known for a few weeks. We had a fair bit to drink, went to dinner and he came back to mine. We ended up going to bed together but as he had no condoms and I wouldn't have sex without we agreed to do nothing. He was just staying because it was too late to go home.
We were kissing and that's about it when he took off his clothes and then he took off mine. I pushed him away and said I didn't want to so he stopped. A bit later I was facing away from him, trying to go to sleep, very drunk and not feeling well when he forced himself onto me. I remember begging him to stop, telling him he was hurting me but he didn't. I was able to get him off me and went to get a drink and to the bathroom. I was bleeding so much as he had forced me to have anal sex when he had held me down. He left the next morning and I've not spoken to him since.
Over the course of the weekend I've been remembering more of it and I know I didn't consent but 5 days later what can I do? I'm still bleeding and sore and have bruises all over my arms and chest where he held me down.
Is there anything I can/should do? I blame myself because I got that drunk in the first place but I knew my boundaries and said no but he didn't listen.