Oh help - unnecessary wobble today.
Had the specialist follow up appt last week (lmc nearly 3 months ago now...) and he is looking into seeing if heparin is the way to go for us if we want to have another go. We are so special we even saw the PROPER consultant, not just one of is minions - oh to be ordinary! Threw up all sorts of questions like - do we risk what we already have on the off chance that the next pg may go ok if I can even get pg again or do we just call it a day ?
SIL (who I have a long and interesting relationship with) is over later and staying over with her new baby and my other nephew and BIL. She is being lovely atm but has been a pain in the past. Also am flapping about the house - I have not been super motivated for the last few months and also have worked a lot more than usual, so been avoiding housework...now they're due later and dh has put his back out so can't help Also I will have to be on my best behaviour and not slag off say controversial things about my PILS as they have been less than what could be described as unsupportive this time around, so I am not very fond of them atm.
I know I am just being dizzy and daft about this, please someone come and give me a slap and tell me to stop dramatising what will probably be a lovely day and evening...just broke my heart at Xmas to see dh snugging up my new nephew and now have got to have them in our house for a whole day and night...panicking at the moment, could just have a HUGE row with dh and put a stop to all this [evil emoticom] but know I am just being daft.
Breathe woman, breathe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11