Oh Daisy, it does seem to go on forever, the bleeding etc. You must be totally and absolutely drained. Just be selfish and rest and indulge yourself.
Part of me felt I couldn't even think about what has just happened until the bleeding stopped and I was clean... And now part of me feels that in some way I was still pregnant, sick but pregnant...if that makes sense? And now 3 scans later, the process is stopping, I have to go back to how I was in August before the excitement and planning and ideas about the future.
I have no idea how you are coping with your long drawn out process. I know your next scan on Thursday must seem like a lifetime away.
I returned to work on Monday, and about 3.00 p.m. I had a weeping session in the loo. Back to where I was before I started. I had booked a leave day for 6th Nov for my first scan, and here I was, almost a month later, back with nothing. Throwing out the tentative maternity leave plans for next April etc. And secret plans for part time or changed work. Luckily everyone at work assumes that anyone off sick has been suffering from bad flu, so lots of sympathy and no curiosity.
Sobbing is good, keep at it. And I seem to have become an expert on old episodes of Friends, and the 6.30 sessions of Strictly Come Dancing. Not sure how I would manage with the full house and school runs you have. But am also thankful for a supportive husband.
It seems like an impossible miracle that the human race ever reproduces!?