ectopic drama for nearly a month now, need to chat...

[stephie101]

I found out i was pregnant with an ectopic on 23/10, I then had 2 treatments of methetrexate a week apart, with one addmission in between because of pain. I was rushed in by ambulance a week ago last thursday with what was diagnosed as constipation, I went for a blood test on thursday to check the decresing levels of HCG and ended up in emergency surgery losing a fallopian tube and horrible disruption to everyones lives, why do I feel so guilty for asking for help, and when will my life be back to normal...iv'e been told i cant drive for 6 weeks,I cant do anything....I just want my life back...sorry for the rant but I feel upset for everyone in rl as they seem to be doing so much, even my partner of only 10 weeks....

I am so sorry for your loss and for what has happened to you.

I'm sure no one in RL minds helping you out at all!!

You will get your life back and rant away...

Hope you feel better soon. Thinking of you. xx

that you were diagonised with constipation! But then, I had appendicitis, apparently!

You sound like me, not wanting to bother people and ask for help, but you really must. If you try to do too much, you will get very very tired. You have to rest. You've had pretty major surgery.

I will try to rest but, my partner is so flamin clinical, all I want is a hug and to be told everything is ok, men....thats the problem!!! lol....Feeling a bit better today apart from my surgeon glued my belly button together, it now has a squint!!!