Had a scan yesterday - where they detected no baby (should have been 7 wks) I have a follow up next week to confirm mc. I feeling really terrible - I have bad cramps and I'm still bleeding. I'm just snapping and shouting at my two dds - they're just going stir crazy sitting inside but I don't want to go out - I don't know what to do - I just want to curl up in bed and sleep and cry. I have no-one who can look after dds during the day (my mums away and mil is 6 hr drive away and everyone else works). I'm getting angry because if I had a job I'd have the week off sick but because I'm a sahm I have to deal with this and my two dds - behaving as normal as possible cos they don't know whats going on and then get angry with myself for thinking that because I'm blessed to have 2 beautiful dds and should be cherishing them and not yelling at them Its not their fault its not anyones fault - i've been told to rest - I can't take them to the park or swimming or anything we usually do. I'm already fed up with people doing that sideways head tilt accompanied by 'Are you ok??'. I need a break - I want to go away and deal with this somewhere else but i can't (really I can't) and its half term next week so I'll have dd1 at home instead of at playgroup and I'm dreading it. I'm sorry I just needed to put this down somewhere